it was hard, but I got through it.(:

Having a hard time

When I was 11 years old I started having signs of depression such as anger, lonely, denial and much more. I realized the reason behind my depression was my grandpa died and the bully that has happened to me when I was in 1st grade. I had friends who helped me through but most of my friends had left . I went through depression for 3 years it was hard but I got through it. The reason it was hard is because I would get made fun of even more because I was suffering with it.

" sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile can be your source of your joy!"

Getting through it.

Although I didn't think I could get through it I couldn't believe I did, but it was because of my true friends Heather,Essence,Dylan Tartt,Luke Elenbaas, because of them I am still here and alive and cut free. I have been depression free since October 18,2013. All though Luke has moved to Michigan he isn't here to comfort me in person but I know he is there when I need him . Realizing everything would be okay that my grandpa is gone in heaven and I know I'll always be bullied throughout my life everything happens for a reason. I know it was hard getting through it but if I didn't have them or help from a therapist I wouldn't be here no more.