Be More Chill
Jeremy Heere is your average high school nerd. Day after day, he stares at beautiful Christine, the girl he can never have. One day he learns about the "squip." A pill-sized supercomputer that you swallow, the squip is guaranteed to bring you whatever you most desire in life. By instructing him on everything from what to wear, to how to talk and walk, the squip transforms Jeremy from lame to cool just like that.
You should read this book because it could possibly relate to some of the things you're experiencing in middle or high school. Also it teaches the younger generations to not be so needy/greedy and appreciate the things you have no matter how little it is.
This is a poster they had in the school that the teachers couldn't understand what meant. It had the number to get the supercomputer pill.
These are the "popular" kids.
This is how I picture Jeremy