My story...

don't quit

It all started the first week of school, I met this guy, Conner I loved him to death! (As a best friend) we never left eachothers sides, but he started to ignore me, I became really sad and confused, why would he do that, does he really like me?! Wanting revenge I started hanging with these guys: Ben lucasc and Peyton, they really were my friends, one time Peyton even ate a poptart even when I licked all over it!! If that doesn't mean trust I don't know what does! Then me and Ben started talking more, I loved it!! I finally felt loved!! But I didn't have a great home life, my dad was a achahalic, so school was the only place I was happy. But Conner started calling me names and making fun of me, Lucas helped, he had a talk with Conner and things started to clear up, I had Ben Lucas and Peyton I was fine, but I still remember the horrible thoughts I had I wanted to die, I cryed for half an hour almost every day, I thought if people were going to call me a baby, I thought I was going to be made fun of (again) I didn't want that, I finally just let go of Conner, I didn't before because I loved him, he was just a loveable person, if you are going therw threw the same thing as I did my best thing to tell you is tell people that you cry about that, tell them what you really think don't hold it in like me, now I have really bad anxiety, and the people who do say that you are a baby, are not your friends, just remember don't quit, your not alone, I hope that this helps someone out there! I don't want anyone feeling how I did, :)