Enders Game

What ender decides.

The buggers want me to go and be apart of a colony. Valentine wants me to stay with my friends and family. I want to go but also i don't want to be apart of a colony who's owners I killed. I'm thinking about going to learn about the buggers past and what their life was like before this. [I'm probably going to feel regret because i destroyed their army and killed most of their planets leaders.