My Demonic Reflection Dream
By: Tristan Miller & Tim Brown
I see a lake I go over to it I look at my reflection and then my reflection changes to my dark demon self and he reaches out for me and pulls me into the water. The water is darker I can't see I'm fighting and I can't breath I'm drowning I'm thinking to myself is this the end am I going to die this way. Then I ask myself a question why me what did I do to deserve this pain and suffering why have I committed myself to the shadows. I ask myself again why it hurts why are we like this and my reflection answers me by asking ''why do you want to leave do you not like the dark?'' I respond saying ''I do it's nice and comforting but it's also an evil because i'm with you I exclude myself from people, family and I don't want to be like you'' my reflection says but ''you are me and I am you'' so my next thought was to try to change my reflection but I can't because it's not possible.
All I know is that the darkness wants me and only when I'm off guard it will strike this darkness is my demon I have to face it myself without anyones help. My reflection laughs is that what you think I look at him in shock but then I remember he is me so we share the same thoughts. I look at him and yell ''SHUT UP!'' I'm mad now I look at him he smiles at me he's telling me all about all the lies and hurt given to us and I tell him to ''SHUT UP!!!'' this time he doesn't take me lightly. I ask him what he wants from me he tells me he wants me to let him and all the hate I have out I look at him and say ''now why would I do that?'' he says because we share the same body.
I now realize what he's trying to do he wants me to let go of everything and let him get me very angry so then I'll end up acting like him. I tell him that just because you look like me and sound like me doesn't mean anything I tell him that he just wants to destroy all that is precious to me then he tells me he will be waiting for any opening I leave for him to strike. Then I start to fade I look at my hands and panic because I look as if I'm being erased then I sink to my knees as if this is truly the end and all of the sudden the light appears and I wake up.