Dad
Hatred towards bad substances
Conflict
Haven't seen my dad in 10 years because of the divorce , he was an alcoholic . knowing the fact that because of alcohol I no longer see my dad because he was so addicted to alcohol that he couldn't stop and that ruined everything.
How I surmounted it
By just not thinking about him and then my step dad came and makes me feel like I'm his actual blood , family and son.