Hatred towards bad substances


Haven't seen my dad in 10 years because of the divorce , he was an alcoholic . knowing the fact that because of alcohol I no longer see my dad because he was so addicted to alcohol that he couldn't stop and that ruined everything.

How I surmounted it

By just not thinking about him and then my step dad came and makes me feel like I'm his actual blood , family and son.

curiosty that led me to repeatdly ask were my dad was and why he was never here , curiosty that led me to realize that my dad was gone .